wow. what is this? what is tumblr?

Is this real life? I haven’t been on here in months.

I haven’t been on here for a while. Pregnancy is taking a toll on my body.

Baby kicks are very cute, but can be painful at the same time.

I’m having a boy:)

And even though its stupid, I sometimes miss you. And I wonder how your relationship is going. I wonder if you miss me and if you ever think of me. I wonder if she does things I used to do and if you get bothered by it. And I hope she makes you happy. Sometimes, when I listen to music we used to listen to together, I wonder if my name passes through your mind when you listen to those songs. I wonder if she sings to you like I used to. If she makes you as mad as I used to. If she loves you as much as I loved you. It’s stupid. You’re stupid.

It’s 2:30 a.m. and someone is knocking on my window! At first I thought it was my older brother, but he has keys and he would have knocked on the front door already. I’m scared to check so I’m just gonna stay at the family room.